Night relax
Small sleeps like almost two months at the bottom .... I'm alone in our flat.
I painted my nails red ... cleaned the little lot ... posiedzialem on the net - finally caught up to all your posts;) corner of my eye I watched a movie .... and this time I flew one .... now comes the night - and I still listen to music, spend the evening / night so intensely as possible ... kicks in the atmosphere, which soon will reign almost every night ... I'll be alone ...
Maybe it will be quieter, because the side of Casper will sleep ... but I'll be alone ....
now preparing to sleep now ... my eyes and glue though so I can not sleep .... you just got used to wait for the M, / i can not help it .... but today is different .. . today I'm not waiting for him, not thinking about that .... but I will come back every now and again .... do with "that direction" and can work again .... if he does work long and beer drinking. .. and what is it like ... what I do not think about me? about Kacprze? Probably not ....
It's sad ... I feel so useless, /
night ... I go a little posmucić a pillow; /
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Finally Friday
Finally, the end of the week .... did not even pay attention to that on Saturday or go to work, because it'd be so broke that my days are 6 days and not 5, / hard ... but soon the payment;)
Today the main boss at work ... and come along with what is involved in our affiliate manager that is like - though I'm the boss tell him too ;) as saying cloth, chicha śmichy ... we talked about a place where M is working, etc and they to me that they do not want to say anything, but as they saw it there, training for my M. as a bartender with some squeezing. Mingled like anything ... I did not know whether the same are true or fade so neutral that I know I went on the jokes and trying to keep a good face on bad game heh ... I guess I succeeded.
On the one hand ... who knows, maybe they know something ... on the other ... like for what reason, after all, do not even know how to look heh;)
As for the same relationship with Mr enough with each other talking - just as we have ... no przytulasów, kiss, embrace, warm words ... nothing! Cool and so much! Sleep we sleep on the edge of his bed half ... unfortunately .... but strong enough stand and then some!
As for the "bed" ... I am not going to make love with someone, he's a total do not even ask, because he knows that he should not be heh! In general, and so now I wait again for a period, / Eh .... no but a few days I have ...
And so at all is to admit you're right that at the moment when all the information was fresh when nabuzowana I regret, anger would be easier for me to throw M out the door ... and now to tame with that in mind, the anger has changed in disappointment, grief in the general grief .... emotions are rendered, and somehow trying to work! Also in this issue I feel sorry for himself that he still is not strong enough I would have no scruples and do what I should get me .... but .... in the end, and so all my recent decision to require me enormous willpower, nothing I did not come easily especially the final decision, which awaits me! But I promise you
and the first that I will make this order so what I intended from the beginning ... unfortunately, as in every decision I have to try to muster enough a lot of strength!
Thank you, that you're with me! Julietta
PS thank you for your time and they sent text messages ;))))
Finally, the end of the week .... did not even pay attention to that on Saturday or go to work, because it'd be so broke that my days are 6 days and not 5, / hard ... but soon the payment;)
Today the main boss at work ... and come along with what is involved in our affiliate manager that is like - though I'm the boss tell him too ;) as saying cloth, chicha śmichy ... we talked about a place where M is working, etc and they to me that they do not want to say anything, but as they saw it there, training for my M. as a bartender with some squeezing. Mingled like anything ... I did not know whether the same are true or fade so neutral that I know I went on the jokes and trying to keep a good face on bad game heh ... I guess I succeeded.
On the one hand ... who knows, maybe they know something ... on the other ... like for what reason, after all, do not even know how to look heh;)
As for the same relationship with Mr enough with each other talking - just as we have ... no przytulasów, kiss, embrace, warm words ... nothing! Cool and so much! Sleep we sleep on the edge of his bed half ... unfortunately .... but strong enough stand and then some!
As for the "bed" ... I am not going to make love with someone, he's a total do not even ask, because he knows that he should not be heh! In general, and so now I wait again for a period, / Eh .... no but a few days I have ...
And so at all is to admit you're right that at the moment when all the information was fresh when nabuzowana I regret, anger would be easier for me to throw M out the door ... and now to tame with that in mind, the anger has changed in disappointment, grief in the general grief .... emotions are rendered, and somehow trying to work! Also in this issue I feel sorry for himself that he still is not strong enough I would have no scruples and do what I should get me .... but .... in the end, and so all my recent decision to require me enormous willpower, nothing I did not come easily especially the final decision, which awaits me! But I promise you
and the first that I will make this order so what I intended from the beginning ... unfortunately, as in every decision I have to try to muster enough a lot of strength!
Thank you, that you're with me! Julietta
PS thank you for your time and they sent text messages ;))))
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